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this is really ridiculous..im sitting here in my room wondering if i have herpes or not. the crazy thing about it is that i was a virgin until 3 months ago and i have only been with one girl. i went to the doctor, and was informed that the bumps on my thigh was folliculitis but there was a possibility that i could have herpes...ive never truly been this scared in my life. i haven't confronted the girl about it yet, but that is all going to change soon. i really hope i don't have this life long disease. on another note it seems that my life is crashing down. i didn't pass one of my classes and now im being threatened to be kicked out of college...im broke and my g.p.a. isn't high enough for me to accomplish some of my goals. im basically relying on this test that i took that could make me exempt from not passing the class, and this summer school class that i am in...which on the 1st and 2nd test i failed and earned a "d". i don't really believe in god, it kind of depends on which day it is, so i don't blame "him" for my short comings. only myself...and if i indeed have the herpes virus, i place some of the blame on that broad that gave it to me. but hopefully things work out in my favor. im quite sure this will be my only post...i hope i feel a little more at ease after i submit this. this could be the start of a hectic life.